i really very tired....everything come so badly....i wan to let myself don care bt i cant do it...everytime i saw u,i think of the past...is it so diff to throw u away?? or it is still in my mind?? or i cant really don care u?? i don hav the rights to choose anything, it come n it goes i cant change...everyday goin to make myself happy,bt.... Nw u ar happy le....congrats..cos she like u....don think too much n don let urself lose control or lose ur own decision....gambatte...u can do it.... was jam today bt nv late...stupid lo...then in the mornin cry....aiyo...i don like this stupid 3N1 la...when it come to money collect money most of them will say don wan,no money or watever thing...miss lim wanna go le this is wat u all goin to give her??she treat us so well we wanted to give her something is it so diff to give $1 to me?? cant we jus hav a happy memories wit her...everytime jus think of urself....if u all don wan jus say la...FCUK!!! i like last two yrs de 1N2 n 2N2....we were so united...n everything change when it come to sec 3... had recess n watever thing...after sch went for CO meetin....finish at 1 something then my juniors come back practice untill 3pm...then gina at canteen wait for me...i go admin office ask the teacher to ask someone come n lock the CO room door...then i waited for half an hour lo...then the auntie come n lock....i n gina go le...gina wan to go home then i go cwp find bee kian they all....we walk walk walk, talk talk talk...abt 5.30 like tat i went home le... tml need to go sch...cos hav don knw wat runnin de thing wit the ODAC members...7am need to reach sch le...haish...i am tired....SAYONARA!!! -'kim can i stop breathin for one hour?? n let go of all the thing.... girl,if u really wanna treat me like this then i hav nth to say....cos i knw is i let u down....i break my promises...bt if u think it this way, if today tat person was not me n is yuxuan or who...will u do this or treat them this way...i tell u, U WONT..u will tell them don hurt themself anymore...even if they gt promise u, u will not do tat to them..am i rit?? they hav their problem for cuttin the hand...as if i don hav...i hav many other problem which u don knw n u wont understand...even if i tell u will u understand...or can u help me??i everytime cry of cos gt something happen,bt if there a really serious matter u think i wont cry?? like cuttin hand too...i knw it will hurt me bt i think this is a best method instead of cryin...so,watever u wan to treat me nw,i don knw... i jus tell u wat i wan to say....take care n thx....<33